My blog contains a mix of happiness, sadness and anger

I put on a smile on my face,
But I'm crying in my heart.

My eyes and hands are busy working on laptop,
But my mind is working on something else.

Going back to college is not hard at all,
Semester break is over and is nothing sad at all,
But, knowing my happy time with love ones has comes to an end is a pain for me to endure.

Knowing that the pain is just a temporary,
Knowing that the good times will come again,
Are something funny,
Because I know, yet I'm feeling the pain.

I told myself,
In life, you will go through mix of emotions,
Which is fine if you feeling sad,
You should just appreciate the feeling and get over it,
Now I'm telling myself,
It's hard to get rid when you are really having the blue feeling,
Like I say you know the feeling is temporary,
Yet you find it hard to get over it.

When people say life is hard,
It's pretty damn true eh?
Especially when I'm someone who easily get emotionally attached.