Day 2

Control....
Control....
Control....
is what i am chanting to myself...

My friends have been so supportive, how could I waste their effort...
How could I....
Ahhhhhhh~~~~~~~

It's so difficult...so so difficult....
:'( :'( :'(

I need strength to overcome this, on the other hand, I do not want to overcome this...I do not want to let go...
But when I thought of certain things, it makes me mad, real mad!!!
It sucks to be me. It SUCKS!!!
:'( :'( :'(