Something's not quite right lately

I really don't know what happen to me and my family,
It's like bad things never stop happening to us,
Yesterday it was the first family drama since the death of my grandpa,
And today....dad could have just gone like that, thanks to reckless driver,
I don't mean to sound dramatic, but that very spot is my dad's usual spot to wash his plates (for business),
Honestly, if you look at the accident pictures, you could have imagined his whole body would have been crushed to death right there,
It's really scary,
After what happened yesterday that affected my grandma,
After what I informed my uncle in a far away land, he has lost his patient at Him,
And I can imagine the beginning of war,
Just like Michael and Lucifer in Supernatural,
I know, drama drama drama.......

I really don't know what year is this,
What a horrible year to me and my family,
it's not only family stuff going on,
On top of that, my personal problem like seeking for a secure job,
It's frustrating,

These bad lucks had never happened in our life before,
It's just.....
I don't know,
Whatever happened could have been worse, you know...
I should be grateful that everyone is in one piece now,

Taking my mind off by watching tv dramas and football are temporary effect,
I... really don;'t know what to do now,
Besides looking for a secure job and making sure grandma would be in pink of health for long time,
Long time is,...indeed too far to think of.